UPDATE

its been a long long time
i dint type english in my bloggie
today i was juz wanna update 
coz of my besty~


MENN　


she sad coz i dint update as frequent as b4
so today im gonna update for her~


tomorrow 
yes~ is tomorrow
im going to attend MAISON ANNIVERSARY FIESTA
im not a bad girl nor good girl either
but i juz love going to clubs
for?
mayb the environment is fun & have loud music
can dance can drink with frens
i wish tml will be a good good nite


i get to know a lots of new fren recently
& i do appreciate u guys
for taking care of me
& protect me~
im having fun & enjoy time with u guys


indeed i do reli put down those sad past
already step on & walk throught it
i got no more feelings while looking at u guys
& i do feel izit im so cruel?
i can put down so soon & it was unbelievable

i thought i was ready for the next
but yet, im not
im scare of many things
think of many things
consider of many things

im not tat good enough with
im not tat pretty enough with
im not tat friendly enough with
im not tat slim enough with
im not tat rich enough with

i was juz an ordinary poor girl
who have no good attitudes
& bad personality
mayb i should improve myself more b4 the next
mayb i should change myself b4 the next

frens,
no matter wat happen
we r still frens
best frens
good frens~
nothing gonna replace u guys in my heart
unless u cheated, lied, betrayed, hurt me
but as long as u dint repeat the same
i will still treat u as my fren