EMO

recent days,

i was like a zombie

have a great shield

but deep in heart wasn't tat feeling good

sudden start to think many many many

then try to keep not think

continue to study, do assignments, prepare exhibition

outing, swimming, sing k was the ways to release stress

but it doesn't seem works to me

relation problems

studies & assignment stress

had over taken my mood

EMO

mayb i do not deserve to get more than tis

im not a good person

either in relationship, studies or family or friends

fail to become a successful person in my life

if i would have 2nd chance to rebirth

i wouldn't choose to become human

maybe choose to be a cute puppy

will have more simple life

nonit to compete

or to worry so much

i reli wish that my life can be as simple as it can

less difficulties

less sadness

hope that everything, every problems will be fixed soon

n return to normal

or mayb if can

i hope it would be happier life for me until the end

i was hearing this song again & again

[Yiruma- River Flows In You]

love it

coz it could bring my mind calm for few minutes

my heart will never die until the day u left

give up wasn't my choice