S O R R Y

sorry that i have been
such a long long time din update my blog
here juz a post to tell u guys tat
im still alive
n my life still going on

finally,
i done my 1st sem of multimedia design in TARC
however,
i dont feel like i have learn anything
im not mean tat de lecturer is not good
juz myself not tat concentrate to learn with

kl life
for u guys may think tat is fun,
full of joyful,
can shopping or go anywhere u like
anytime n with a gang of frens
i got tat feeling too
but it is all b4 i reach kl

for me,
kl life not such easy as wat i think b4
not juz having fun
but 1st thing financial & time manage

juz few months i live in kl
i faced in financial problem
coz i always out going
shopping, clubbing, eat, play or watever
it does cost me alots
i have spent more than 1.2k for a month~
included room rental, electric & water bills
and my meals, entertainment bills

i wonder why i need to entertain so much
it is not needed~
i feel sorry to my dad, my mum
who always bank in money for me
coz i got no more to spend
sorry to them coz of me
they have to be very save on daily life to pay me

for next sem,
i will not be out going, shopping, clubbing~
except needed~
it is not necessary to outgoing & entertain with~
when ur wallet got no money
u should not go out~
or lend money from any1 to go out~
i will not be tat kind of person
i promise myself not to be

sorry to my coursemates,
my teammates,
my frens,
i didn't do my best on my studies
n may hurt u guys in sum ways
i apologize here~
i will be more more more hardworking coming sem

sorry to my family,
my parents,
my grandma,
my aunts,
tat i spent a lot,
i didn't do my best to take care my health,
always outgoing, n do sum not healthy activities like clubbing
i apologize here~
i will lessen myself to outgoing n save on all ways

i am not happy with some incidents during dis few months
my laptop screen is being damaged with no cause!
i am damn angry on tat
i am not not not happy dis time
i hope those incidents don't ever try to appear in my life anymore!
i promise it will not be a good thing if u do appear again~
i mean it!!