RECENTLY..

stress..
trial cuming..
time passing sec by sec
i cant even finish study
but yet still on9?
why?
no heart..

recently not reli happy with
also nothing make me feel happy with
juz normal pass day by day
everything juz like nothing special
pass with bored

GN gone..
all activities also end le
yet still hv 1
celebrations party!!!
yea~
so mao dun..
why i love complaints much
i should be quiet
not to complaint with

my life full of tears, sadness, hopeless?
im juz like a lost kid in dis world
walking everywhere
searching for way to out from dis big dark hole
who lead me out?
who lend me hands?

so so much things happen
not even a word to say
also dun1 say
keep it all in heart
may be a good solution

recently very tired
even sleep hw early also
yet still fall asleep in class
i hv no more time!!
need to get up n continue my journey to SPM
walk through all dis by my own self
nobody could help me with
also no one can help me
all busy with their own life, works

human in this world
should be simple
i learning to be dis kind of ppl
not to worry bout tomolo
but try my best for today
tomolo is a dream
nobody knows wat will happen even next sec
mayb i sudden drop down
or sudden disappear
or success or lose
or happy or cry
or enjoy or stress
watever...

need to learn be quiet
be speechless
be contented
be silly
so that my life continues with happiness but not worries

dun ever come near me if u do hate me
or dislike me
im not sum1 u looking for
im me
not other
dun compare me with other!!!!!
i wont change myself juz to make u not hate me or likes me
if u cant accept me then u can go
nobody forces u
not me, not other
go n get out from my life
further & further away from me!

yes im childish
im kiddy
im not mature
in actions, minds
but thats me
thats REAL me
i wont ever fake myself or hide my own feelings anymore
no more
happy then smile
no then dun