GET DRUNK

30th MAY

wow
i went to TC for drinking
it was a romantic nite tat i never expect
keke~
thx bee
everything u said i will be remember

im a cigarette?
once get addicted den cant away from it?
i dunu
coz im not a smoker
however smoke does reli spoil health
so try getting lesser
if can, better stop
coz it hurts self
n all around

i should get contented with wat i own now
but not keep on complaint with
sorry my dear,my frens,my family,all ppl around me
i will try think more on u guys' situation
and improve myself

im not de best
im not perfect
but im me
love me or hate me
depend..
love me then stay with me
dun? then bye

i love to compare myself with others
dats my worst point
so from now on
i should not think self bad
n feel bad when bad thing happen
should think it mayb a new starting point to change my life

thanksss bee
i learnt lot lot from u
happiness, mature mind, actions, attitudes
of course not smoke la
keke~

i get addicted of drinking alcohol
erm.. yet still get drunk
1st time i get drunk oo
n drink more than 1 bottle of beer
reli such dizzy
but yet still cant sleep well
haizz
mayb my mind still clear hvt reach drunk tat level
walk zig zag
luckily no fall on de ground
once home bout 1am+ then cant even see anything
leave black front of eyes
quickly bec room n sleep
sumhow de next day wake at 6am
wow
i juz slept about 4 hours

im nt reli likes beer
but alcohol nicer
as they have mixed with sum fruits taste
love de colours n taste
juz like sum1's life way
full of colourfull n experience
have sadness,
happiness,
anger,
down,
excited...
yet colours does represent sum1's emotion
blue=worries
pink=happy
red=anger
grey=hopeless...

dun ever try to touch cigarette
its hard to return n stop it!!

love wont 4ever rite?
wont last long?
wont juz for 1 person?
however im still believe it does
hopefully i will found my 1
n u guys too

stay with ur partner if u love him/her
but not easily give up with
once u hold his/her hand
then dun easily try to thrown it behind

love hurts?
i dunu
but sumhow it does make u mature
n made ur life more more interesting

i will stay with u whenever u still love me
i will stay with u whenever u still with me
i love you

love=game?
erm..
treat it as an experience n a progress to grow up ba
if forced to get love dy meaningless
love should be happy but not sad
have ppl fail in love
have ppl success in love
it's not a shame